oh . is been so fast and
todae i saw ismail and nurisha
hopefully i rmb how to spell their name
i finally got the chance to
talk to ismail and nurisha
my childhood friends hu i alsho play with
i ask ismail : you primary wad already uh ?
he told me sec one . omg ! i was shock
you noe . time really pass sho fast .
he told me he in boon lay sec . anyway
forget to wish you all the best . study hard
as fer nurisha i guess she is primary 5 or 4
think is primary 5 :D study hard uh .
though it has been a long time playing tgt lerhs .
i miss those childhood times ♥

labels : time pass by silently when you dont know .

REPLY TAGGIES :D

thiam loong jastine jiesi
me : i have link you and relink you guys :D
zul : haha get well soon!
me : thanks :D

suddenly feel lyk uploading these fotos

this is a very long ago photo
this seems to capture my real smile .

left - the times when we share and eat cake tgt
right - if i'm not wrong is capture by kerina or aly
i know my face look so stupid .

left - they give me the encouragement when i'm alone
right - the best senior that always so caring

wenting , ur smile brighten my day :D


at cameron highland . miss those times

both foto is during sec 2 band camp
she accompany me when i'm alone .

the craziness in the flute section


edit this for nathing .
just wanna sae a word " thanks "

now is currently 11.36 pm >< anyway jus now evon call me and
ask me go eat dinner and i told her
i dunwan cus i'm not hungry
but is her birthdae summore she alone
den jiiu go bath and ask her to come my house
omg asking a birthdae girl to
walk to my house ,, haha paiseh uh .
i got a small quarrel with my family ,
my sister hit me with the newapaper
not pain but is the hurt in my heart
anyway i thought i would be fine but
i'm not as strong as usual i burst out my tears
in front of a birthdae girl D:
i walk out my house and we go to hanhui house
to get kfc coupon as we going kfc to eat
but we realise is already 10 plus
we walk to kfc the kfc already close den evon
ask to go to coffee shop eat den
suddenly i thought of going to mac
den she sae okay so we walk there ,,
we both order student meal upsize and i thought
my appetite is back but you noe wad ?
i eat onli 1/3 of the burger and
i really cant believe it i use to eat 1 or 2 burger
and i eat less than half the fries
forget it . is late and we decided to leave early
while we wan to cross the road
i ask evon to accompany me to the mac
beside the grass there and you noe wad ?
i vomit everything out D: cant believe it right .
den i walk a few step i vomit again .
i think after vomit i feel better barhs .
seriously i vomit everything i eat in the mac
we walk back home and at jastine house there
we walk separate way .
is late i did wan evon to sent me home .
reach home .
can dun read lerh . below is jus some
words that i burst out as my mind is in a mess
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Seriously , I wanted to be a
sensible daughter . I know I might not
be the most sensible child
but I try my very best already . I wanted to lighten
my mother burden but it seems that
I putting more and more burden onto her .
I know she have been very very tired
and she have been very very tough but
sometime I really feel so hurt . Idk why larhs .
Sometimes I never do wrong anything
but I'm still the one who get scolded
MUMMY D:
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My mind is in a mess right now .
Yeah a lot ppl may think or say
"cynthia so brave or cynthia always think positive sial"
or what Idk but seriously
I'm really very afraid sometimes .
I'm can be as timid as a mouse .
Maybe I'm a selfish person need a lot of people
to care and love but nevermind
from now on I tell myself if there's no one
I will depend on myself .

I'm going crazy D:
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I know I haven been selfish
all this while , treated my friend
better than you but I still love you .
I'm the one always giving you
stupid attitude barhs .
Sometimes I do ask myself ,
why the attitude i treat you is so different
than i treat my friend .
WHY cynthia WHY ?
ohh .. my handphone rang
" 1 msg receive "
my heart got a bad feeling .
I open up the msg my tears burst out .
Seriously I now posting this post
with my tear pouring down .
No one can see but I chatting with jastine currently
she know I burst out my tears .
I dont wan to type much things out .
Cus I really dont have the mood ,
i will be fine soon :D

MONDAY GOT GEO PAPER
STUDYING !!!!!!

Blogged @ 11.53 PM ♥
i fail to be in ur heart

♥

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAE TO EVON SIM ><
STUDY HARD FOR EOY UH , JIAYOU !
MAY ALL UR WISH COME TRUE .
LAST LONG AND STAY HAPPY ALRIGHT .
:D

todae wake up and feeling better le .
den watch teebee and den go bathe
and go kfc find hanhui and eat
den saw cass aiai ♥ otw
eat one drumstick and abit of fries
jiiu feel full liao . den i tell hanhui i go home
first as i wan to buy food fer my mother
den otw home i saw sumthing that
can buy fer evon . nathing much luhs .
reach home give the food den take everything
jiiu quickly walk to 842 derh bus-stop .
den 192 double deck come den
i board the bus cus evon in the bus .
den i neber saw evon at the first deck so i
went up den i didn't see evon ,, i was so
scared that i took the wrong bus den
evon call me sae she at the first deck ask me
why go up . * HA :D funny luh , den i ask her
come up i dun wan go down . maluu sial .
reach jp saw the jp having the coke zero thing
i walk pass and see then got free coke
alot people drinking but i dun feel like drinking
so neber take den you noe wad
the coke zero person with the microphone sae
" dun be shy lyk the little miss trouble . without taking
the coke zero . come back and take "
den i was like ... cus the person saying me .
and still sae i wear little miss trouble damn paiseh sial
den i and evon jiiu go basement find
evon mother help to line up at the ichiban
cus they eating sushi and celebrate there
but i neber eat much luh . evon mother
keep ask me eat but i full lerh ,, haha ;D
after eating took train to city hall go penisule
dunno how to spell . cus i and evon pei
andrew elaine and amanda [ andrew sister ]
buy candigan . den buy le walk to suntec
cus elaine wan to see dunno wad
den otw to suntec i alsho fall down
den amanda saw keep laughing at me
awhile later i and evon jiiu take train home lerh .
saw the newurbanmale bag and tank
wahh i wan sehhs . ROARRRRR !
evon took 193 and i took 242
nathing much lerhs . bye ♥

labels : i have change ? D: