oh ii'm bakk
was suppose to go fer band course at the dunno wad sch
ii forget lerh in the end our sch have been cancel
den me aini hidayah siti farihah farah fadly
jiiu walk to central and ii was on and on talking craps
saw ms teow and she treat us eat laughs .
oh ppl that bangala chemical :DD if you wan
to noe ask me and ii will tell you wad ii mean by bangala chemical
den wanted to go gek poh den cannot so go pioneer mall
but totally nothing luh . farah went home
and we decided to go to jurong point library
nathing to do alsho leave the library at about 12 plus
walk home with aini and hidayah ;DD
but they go aini house den ii walk home alone
all the way from pioneer mall there to home :D
stay at home slp eat
meiling came to help evon take bag blahh blahh
den ii receive hanhui call at about
7.o5 liidat and ask me go watch movie with
my korkor and hiong yong
money not enough 2 haha ii noe we are slow
funny luh . watch finish took 179 bakk home ;DD
ii wan my life to become more interesting
more happy more lovely
but why ii'm so tired as time goes by
everything that ii noe jus so sudden make me feel ,,
ii hope ii dunno anything but
perhaps all is jus my wishful thinking barhs ,,
craps again . bye !

-label : cynthia BOMB !
there's a reason fer everything .

REPLY TAGGIE :

ALY : imissyou alot ;DD

CASS AIAI ♥ : haha if onli ii can go boonlay in the
first place . thanks fer the chocolate ;D
ii keep the wrapper lehhs ;D haha

KENG TENG : link you up tmr soon

ZUL : lols . cynthia gone crazy lerh D:

JIAHUI : okay :D imissyou tons

JASTINE : will derh thanks alot

♥ imy

not ii took derh

colourful yeah ;D

ying ying give de . thanks ;D

cass give derh . thanks thanks ;DD

damn zilian larh cynthia !

is jus so fake

she singing

ii wan to act stupid . so ? lols

blahhs ;D

do ii look lyk boonlayian?

look at the camera larh

shuhui make my laugh

midnight lerhs :DD
today wake up early as ii meet hanhui go sch
and help with teacher's day refreshment
den reach sch still got time den jiiu eat and go
f&n room with hanhuii
reach f&n room alot of lower sec students helping out lerhs
den ii nbr help much luhs den jiiu walk to parade square
and see wad sec 1 and 2 doing den sec 3 , 4 & 5
went fer running den we jiiu go up hall .
sec 3 , 4 & 5 hu run finish they jiiu come up hall ,,
soon the lower sec ppl alsho came up
ii was sitting with hanhui at the bakk and den
ii saw evon meiling christine peiwen jastine shanting ii think
so larhs ii forget le cus ii neber look at them
fer not even 1 min . not in the mood
ii walk away as ii need to sit at the front
saw cheng foo they all ask them peii hanhui den they sae
they alsho wan go find hanhui lols
den ii went in front to first
my place is beside vincent and zylyna
zylyna got performance so she came down after
the celebration ii was damn bored luhs
yi sheng siti and jie fu sitting behind me den ii
got talk with vincent but not much
onli sae about studies and result nothing much larhs
yeah ,, ii was keep looking at the bakk ii saw
hanhui went up to the gallery and stand with his brother
and weijie they all ,, ii neber saw "them" as
too mani ppl blocking lerhs ..
oh ya ii msg ms nada almost forget luhs ;D
the concert was quite bored luhs ,,
lols den jiiu dismiss but ii have to stay fer the
hamper taking and is supre duper long de luhs
den take liao give mr seah stupid excuse
den ii and zylyna go bakk class party ended den jiiu
with ying ying go out of sch
go my house put things first meet cass
and noe what ? cass buy chocolate fer me ying ying and hanhui
thanks cass alot alot ,,
den jiiu wan head to xingnan but noe what again ?
alex msg me " no need go lerh sch close "
wahh xingnan becos so and so strict isit ?
wan go bakk alsho cannot
actually ii go xingnan is not becus ii wan see teacher
ii wan see teacher but ii think the teacher left the sch lerh
ii wan go EAT and see see take foto ;D
the most important is ii wan go there EAT !
as ppl noe ii'm hungry ghost
den jiiu go ying ying house cus cannot go xingnan wad ,,
ying ying bf cook fer me maggi thanks alot
den hanhui came he sae he alsho kana
get out of sch but ii think neber scold larhs jus ask to
leave sch barh idk lehhs .
den he came up and help my buy potato chips
eat eat eat . fat lerhs you noe
CYNTHIA IS FAT LERHS ! D:
den jiiu totally bored den listen song watch teebee
slp at her bed . long time nbr slp at her bed lerh
still so nice to slp hahas ;DD
den jiiu wake up 6 plus jiiu walk home with hanhui
came home watch teebee bath and go eat
den go shuhui house den ii was wearing sleeveless shirt
so ii take her boonlay pe tee-shirt wear hahas ;D
ii'm damn auto luhs . watch teebee camwhor ....
home ;D

♥ will everything gonna be alright ?

ii noe ii noe ii noe is not
gonna be the same anymore
but the position that you are in my heart is
unreplaceable
seriously idk why ii jus think that
ii need you by my side but our relationship lyk
drifting apart ,, and ii noe is hard
seriously a person with a stead
doesn't mean no need friend
ii noe ii got attitude problem sometime or
ii might have do sumthing wrong but ii jus hope
we can be lyk the past D:
ii may be quiet ii may be laughing
ii may reject going out but have you think
of the reason why ? perhaps ii noe you
will see my blog but ii jus hope
you will be happy and leading a good life
as ii told you before lerh if you have trouble
can let me noe but is okay if you think there is
a better listener around you
wish you all the best and study hard JIAYOU :D
hope the holiday that we are going
will be a memorable one ,,
i still have to go on with my life
no matter wad . ii will stay strong
i ♥ you & stay strong okay ;DD ii noe you
do have stress ii dunwan to add into ur stress
tkcare and smile . eat ur meals alsho dun skip ur meals ;D
♥ F

no mood again
sorry always make you angry D:
tkcare and hope everthing will be fine .

ii think too much lerhs
i dunno why luhs . everything simply change
ii hate it mannxzxzxzx !

BYE D:

zilian luhs

heehee :D lame

me hahas ;D

nobody

library :D

library

ytd mr lain ask us to stamp
at our math textbook

2 fail D:

my result D:

overdue foto . that time go snow city ;D

hey hey hey
todae was alright larhs ;D D;
den in the morning rain while walking go find hanhui
suddenly rain so big ;D wet wet wet ,,
den reach his house saw him den we go sch tgt thanks hanhui
fer sharing the umbrella with me haha ;DD
den reach sch eat 1 drumstick and no morning run
as raining mahh go back class mr ee came in
den nbr do much things math period mr lian came
and zhen yuan was playing luh luckily mr lian nbr saw ,,
den jiiu do math worksheet nice nice ;DD
after math is mother tongue 2 period go library
slp fer the first period den
read magazine fer the second period go down early fer recess
den buy mine and help hanhui buy alsho wait fer him
to come down den ii eat
ii admit ii got eat abit haha ;DD
den eat finish jiiu go class and go at
room with shawn haha ;DD
help mr bakar to wrap the pots and bring to teacher's room
den do our pot ;DD ii change my design omg
holidae homework fer art mus draw 150 sketches D:
still got chemistry math worksheet ;DD
den go bakk class and got english
oh ya actually going snow city with 3a3
backk out at the veri last minute idk why larhs ,,
but ii admit my tears did drop laughs ,,
after sch go down 3a3 leaving lerh bye
and ii guess they have all enjoy yeah ii can feel they enjoy haha ;DD
den ii buy food go home give me mother eat surprise yeah ;D
den go central buy things with alyssa actually wan go
kfc eat but neber den jiiu came home ,,
clean the house . guai yeah ;D move thing here and there
den go fetch dada from sch buy things fer
alyssa cedric and dada to eat suddenly ii become so good .
lols ii dunno why luhs . but ii not good gal alsho larh
den bath use com eat and later slp ;DD

-labels : sorry fer not going t snow city D:
dunno todae mood got :D and D:

REPLY TAGGIE :

VANESSA : link you and foto up too lerhs ;DD
thanks fer tagging

AH TERRY : tell you in msn lerhs

KENGTENG : i saw your friendster pictures haha .
okay use ur real name . friend friend mahhs ;D

LEXUAN : haha ;D

CASS AIIAII : yeah meet up real real real soon ;D

WEIJIE : okay okay ;D thanks uhs .
i will love myself love you too ;D

DARLING : of course you mus be touched ;DD

GF : nathing larhs haha ;D ii can still smile ;DD

LINNWEIS : thanks thanks . link you up lerhs .

ZUL : lol . ii wan to miss your gf cannot uhs . lol .
you miss my bf luhs hahas ;DD

fotos ;DD

hellos ;D
anyway ytd sch was okay but ii think
ii got attitude problem luhs english period ii kept
slping mr ee wake me up fer dunno how mani time larhs
den when art period lerh ii wake up go down fer art
and we need to glaze the pot blow
till ii going to no breathe luhs haha
den go recess and ya my skirt is so dirty
den after recess geo and okay larhs
den phyiscs and chemistry
ytd chemistry lesson was fun manxzxzxzx
mdm hoo bring small whiteboard and we need to group into 3 or 4
den she will write the element and
we must find the number sumhow liidat larhs
den jiiu go hall fer some FA rehearsal
with zylyna pauline and pearlyn blahh blahhs den go canteen
find hanhui he talking to 3 sec 5 guys
ii dunn really noe them larhs den ii weat maggi listen
to their jokes and ii fall aslp hanhui still ask me tired mahh
ii sae no in the end fall aslp
den he ask me wake up and bye to the three guys
and hanhui sent me home and he went home
thanks fer always sending me home
todae ;DDD
morning meet hanhui as usual go sch eat drumstick onli
den go assemble no storybook and
ii use handbook luckily nbr get caught
haha den jiiu go bakk class .
social studies videos and do worksheet den jiiu math and
noe wad mr lian bad mood becos
he noe there are ppl borrow math tb here and there
den mr lian ask suriya to write 1000 lines
den he ask us to do work and he went down take something
in the end he take his name stamp up
and he ask us to stamp at the first or content page
we cannot lend ppl tb anymore or we ourselves
need to write 1000 lines alsho .
den jiiu pe stay in class and wait fer our new teacher
3 handsome teacher chey ;DD
mr quek mr tan and mr khau
hahas show us hand ball video and
we group into our own group den go to hall as the gals 1st station
is at hall with mr khau ii think ;DD
nabilah nelly nadhira and jiliah came to hall as
they jus finish they dentist check up
they form a team and go station 2 and 3 fun fun ;D
den recess line up at chinese stall den
yen tabitha and zhihan stand in front of me and buy .
scared ii tio scolding onli ,, den jiiu got mother tongue den
physics and lifeskills thanks mr lui fer giving the biscuit
and lifeskill go library after sch help mr ee put thing inside our report file
nathing much eat and came home pei my mother go central
den came home bathe eat use com ;DD

-labels : shud ii go snow city with 3a3 tmr ?
ii did saw you all at canteen
ii face another side as ii dunwan to see things and ii will ,,
ii did saw the reflection that you all leaving .

REPLY TAGGIE TMR :D
come bakk tmr :D

ii damn act cute derhs

i hate nobody in lyfe jus hate myself ;D
ii'm talking craps again

iloveher alot and alsho imissher alot
though we got talk but .. heehee nth

ii'm alright . i guess so
is always through ppl blog or sumone sae
den ii noe . i dunno wad happen to me
sch as normal den ecess eat with boon chong
kun da jeff and zhen hui ii think
zylyna nbr come sch D: after recess go
general office and ii dunno sial
was alone in class den alex sae mr singh wan
see our class at General Ofiice
but actually onli wan to see the prefect
grace dun be so sad larhs . lifeskills go hall
to watch assembly
actually is fer lower sec todae but mr ee
nbr take us during lifeskill got
relief teacher den the relief teacher beri good
after sch nbr eat not hungry
den dunn why my tears suddenly drop
ii jus cant hold it anymore
perhaps is ii think too much lerhs
ignore my previous post . is all craps D:
blahh blahhs . gone gone gone
cynthia is putting a fake smile
hahahahahahahhah ;D
no larhs ii can smile larhs dun worry

-labels : ii'm not important anymore

OH YEAH
CYNTHIA IS JEALOUS
SHE IS SELFISH !
HAVING BAD MOOD D:
dun understand
obstacle
here here here
dun talk larhs !
inside larhs you cant see derhs
everything change
so ? wadeva !
after all ?
heart stop
talk shit
i hate it lahs !
last last last
den ?
i guess i think i noe
as you wish
i dun even noe lahs

broken
perhaps luhs
life mahs
go away larhs
proud
up to you luhs
hey !

hellos ii bakk in action ><

22 aug 08
go sch study eat and
omg ii saw sumthing so hurtful
perhaps ii feel lyk asking him
why he wan write that but ii scared
laughs ignore wad ii write barhs
den got band onli ii go
meiling jastine evon nbr go
den thought elliyana will be the one
accompany me but she absent
from sch sad D:
band was okay larhs need
to play piccolo due to mr goh request
but nice mann cool :D
got feel .. in band but okay larhs
ii miss my both junior joey and jocelin
hope you all will be bakk D:

23 aug 08
ytd was a raining day
wake up and go buy food eat
help hanhui buy and bring to him
den came bakk change and
meet evon at coffee shop
take a hong bao fer her mother
den saw came home to give my mother
the clothes evon mother was sew
go bakk coffee shop wait fer evon and
her mother to eat
den go home again as ii forget to take
ezlink card keep running her and there
took bus at the 800plus there
ii forget wad bus lerhs
to poly clinic that bus stop den drop off
sit at there senior citizen to wait
fer evon neighbour to reach
den evon neighbour go buy things den
he drive us to kallang
kfc celebrate asabel birthdae :D
quite fun larhs play with the animals hat lols
leave at about 5 plus
and took cab to two place
first to west coast and evon mother
drop off to go work den we take cab to
jurong east entertainment there
meet evon godfather and ii spot evon godfather first
den evon sae ii see his hair colour to spot him
but is because he wear bright colour
den jiiu go buy some things
and take cab to evon god father house
evon god father cook maggi fer evon while ii and
evon sit at the table do some things
help evon god father to count some thing
den ii found a interesting
midnight monster keychain den evon
godfather sae got light one den ii sae ii wan den
evon god father sae got one more robot de
den evon go take the midnight monster
and in the end ii take the robot lols
den 10 lerhs jiiu take things go down
meet her mother eat lerhs jiiu take cab home le
bath and slp ,,

todae nathing much
stay at home the whole day
hanhui came and he study his history
and use com awhile ,,
ii nbr do much thing luhs
watch teebee eat and bathe
hanhui eat at my house den jiiu go home
ii bath use com going slp lerh ,,
tmr got sch :DDD

- labels : if only ii can stop the time
I♥@#)*)* ;DD

REPLY TAGGIE :

JEREMY : yeahh hahas ;D

SHIMIN : lols ;D tkcare uhs

ZUL : yeahh ii'm strong lols . is wo yao qu
not wo yao qi ;D jus to correct you

WEIJIE : i will tkcare derh thanks
wont keep bleeding de ;D you alsho got
nice pictures haha :D i ♥ you

CHRISTINE : everything will be fine de
tkcare & cheer up luhs :D

MILDRED : IMISSYOU lots lots :(

LEXUAN : THANKS THANKS ;D

i leave home with a nice leg

if a smile can take the pain away

right knee

left knee . this is more worst right

both D:

going in ;D

me and grace

nabilah and me ;D

going in lerhs :D

leaving this place

todae was a suay day D:
todae as normal meet hanhui go sch
eat and assemble
got morning run but ii neber run
we play interhouse games and we play captainsball
our class play with 3a3 and you noe wad
ii got myself injury twice
but anyway it was i fun game
ii fall once and injury my left knee first
and my leg keep bleeding but ii instant
to play on and den ii fall again
ii think regina and grace bang into me
and fall so actually is one leg injury
become both leg . bleeding alot especially my left leg
went to my bag to get tissue and go water cooler
there clean my wound den go general office
take first aid thanks fer grace accompany me
and thanks ms valerie fer bandaging me both knee
reach class and thought we were late but
luckily mr lian came in later den us
grace hair thing split inside her whole bag
math lesson is always interesting luhs
den jiiu mother tongue got bakk my paper
and ii got 48/8o but ii found my 3 marks and got 51/8o
my overall is 57/100 not bad larh at least pass
den jiiu recess alot ppl saw my leg omg is ugly one luhs
thanks fer everyone hu ask me tkcare
den jiiu go art do pottery and that mr bakar ask
us to clean the whole pail of material
den go bakk class fer english
mr ee dismiss us early to let us go canteen eat
and change as we going to snow city
thanks evon fer accompany me to change
and anyway ii got a hard time changing into my skinny
den go bakk canteen grace ask me accompany
her go change again den we go bakk canteen
take our bag and put at the place to keep safe
and den jiiu wait fer the bus to come
mr lui sae the bus go to wrong sch laughs :D
den sit at the last row with nabilah fadzli and zai haha
took pictures luhs
den reach lerh change our shoe and got our jacket
and went in . keep playing the slide
at first but having a hard time breathing and is damn cold
got one time when we split out one by one go tgt
noe what everyone go smoothly but me ?
ii move not even half cannot slide siiol
keep using my leg to push myself down
everyone was like looking at me stuck in the middle
laughs mannxxzxzxn :D
den time pass so fast took bus bakk to sch
and dismiss while waiting out the gate
saw selyn daniel ying ying they all
ying ying saw me to let her my shoes cus she cant go in
without shoes den ii lend
waited outside with jeff and cheng foo
den awhile later they come out and ii change bak my shoe
and take out my bandage and go home
haha thanks ying ying fer helping me to take out tha bandage
pain mannncxnvnxcv
and now is still bleeding ROARSSSSS
anyway reach home change and get some slp wake up
bath eat and use com

-labels : wondering if both class go snow city tgt ?
super duper pain and bleeding on my knees