COMPLICATED (!)
♥
Morning wake up , Need go to sch
for Flag day ! bath and went
sch first as hanhui got stomachache .
Den reach-ed sch . Went to hall .
Help out with Mr ee and after
everything is settle we draw lots
to see which group going den our
group took jp new ! :D
After everything settle took bus 242
with my group , oh yarhs forget to introduce
my group people , Grace , Sue ,
Jiliah , Nabilah and Fadzli :D
Anyway otw to Jp Fadzli sue and nabilah
damn high . Took a video , maybe will
be posting luhs . Den we wanted
to eat first so we go long john but change
to kfc den change to mac again .
Eat lerhs go do flag day !
Thanks to the people who donated to me :D
Got $10 and $5 and alot $2 !
hahah ! oh yarhs , thanks wenxin shimin
and christina :D though you all never
contribute much but happy to see you guys !
Den nathing lerhs , took some photos
before we took bus back to school :D
Reach-ed sch give the donation bag back .
Jiiu go outside school . Den accompany
meiling go her relative house :D
Den I 3 plus leave alone as I need go my
grandmother house . When I reach home ,
Shit I forget bring my key ! Saw someone
point middle finger at me think is samuel
but never care cus no key (!)
Walk to pioneer mall to take key from my
brother den walk back alone again .
At the moment , I super tired super hungry !
Bathe and everything , wait for my
brother come back took cab go as my
brother very tired . I wanted to take bus .
Anyway , He keep fall aslp .
Reach grandmother house , find food
to eat :/ too hungry no choice :/
den watch teevee eat dinner and watch
teevee again . I suddenly feel I and my
brother relationship closer :D
haha ! Nathing much took cab with
My sister , sister husband , my brother
& alyssa + cedric . We drop off first
then my brother go pioneer mall .
Go to my sister's husband godfather
house ;D 1 am lidat den reached home .
End here . Tmr will upload all my pictures
taken this few days plus flag day
photo & reply tags ! Sorry mans ! D:
end time : 2 am lerhs ! I want slp ><

labels : I did what I can done le .

I saw this at pearlyn blog .
My name is there too LOLS !
Dunno who draw ><

I TRIED MY BEST D:
♥
Go school as normal suppose
to have morning run but drizzling
so we go back to our class . Mr ee
took us for the first period and
2nd period no teacher .
after that we have chemistry and
physics , I went to wash my face
during chemistry lesson cus
my eyes closing :/ den after physics
go recess with sue jiliah and ppl .
Cus hanhui and evon class
1st recess . Math and reflection period .
After sch go 907 eat with evon
jastine and meiling . Eat lerh jiiu
come back sch go band .
In band room for about one hour
den go classroom . only percussion
stay as they got tutor .
Evon and jastine left early .
Nathing much Syabrina and nuan qi
bought ice pop for everyone .
But too me I dun think I'm deserve
to take . After band went home ,
buy dinner for my family and I go
bath den maybe going central again :D

Have a chat with Mr Lau ,
about a lot of stuff & settle some things .
About 20 mins talk luhs .
Anyway his really good , thanks :D

Everything just suddenly happen (!)
I tears without letting anyone know .
I wipe it away without anyone looking .
I tell myself to stay strong ,
I know I'm lying to myself .
What goes around comes around .
I wouldn't be expecting much ,
neither would I be expecting a little ,
nothing but for the better .
I don't want to pin my hopes too high ,
because I can't afford to see my dreams
come crashing and hurt myself .

labels : Cynthia is bad ! :/ No one love her ! ~



FEELING SUPER DOWN !

REPLY TAGGIES :D

CHRISTINE : hellos (: haas , alot of nice
picture uhs . Stay pretty uhhs , takecares !
see ya tmrr (:
ME : haha , yeah luhs :/ i damn zilian .
no choice . tkcare too :D

LINNWEIS : hellos [:
ME : hellos (: see ya in sch . stay pretty (!)

ALYSSA : hehe HCNY (: miss you hope
t see you guys soon.
ME : HCNY too . miss you alot too .
no flute outing yet D:

ZHENYUAN : Mummy tag u le haha...Happy new
year... be happy always...anything can come
find me =D haha TC
ME : haha thanks many many . you too
stay happy and last long :D think positive yeah (!)

DYRA : hmm..yarh i gt the song^^
nope..its the same song...but i dun have the
one without vocal uh...sorry yarh...
ME : Is okay , thanks :D

PASSERBY : hey where did you buy your
colourful bracelets? thanks
ME : mind telling who are you ? lols , i bought at JP :D

ZHIHAN : lalalalas , tag you back (:
ME : thanks thanks , must tag me more often :D

GINA : Hello pretty :)
ME : haha no larhs , you den pretty :D tkcares !

ZOE : You then pretty:D I'm not. Stay chio
chio:) Tag tag tag! Kkkzx, see you:]
ME : I'm not too . haha , tagged ! see ya too :D

ZUL : nice pics wit evon. :) hehe
ME : thanks :D haha , wahh you seldom
tag me already :D

SHIMIN : konichiwa ! :D
ME : hellos :D haha tkcares !

FACING THE REALITY IS HARD
Is never easy at all . everything is just a lie (!)
♥
todae go school as normal .
lesson was alriht . last few period feel
restless :/ after sch went back class
as mrr ee want to see the whole class .
Den talk about CIP and things .
Nathing much . After that hanhui went for F&n
thing while I and evon go to my house .
Wanted to eat at central but Evon's mother
call and ask us pei her eat att jp .
Bus-ed to jp , eat at the new JP
the kopitiam . Cost me a bomb D:
Evon not enough money help her pay
al-tgt $27.50 while evon pay me $8 :D
eat lerhs go buy thing den go fairprice awhile
den evon bring the things that her mother
buy home as her mother going work (:
Take bus 179 accompany evon den
she drop off first den i drop and walk home (:
Evon , see i treat you so good !
Den came home fall aslp wake up and
bathe never eat dinner lerhs .
Doing hmwk later calling hanhui awhile (:

labels : Maybe I rely on you too much ,
& make myself feel hurt .

TAGS ARE QUITE BELOW !

SCROLL DOWN TO SEE :D
A LOT OF PHOTOS ! ENJOY !
* click for enlargement :D

PHOTOS TOOK USING MY HANDPHONE !

dark ! :D

left - retarded !

me and evon :D

LOL :X

twist with us !

YOS !

love her lots :D

twist to the max !

smell nice ^^

lalalas ~

Smile (:

when I'm bored :D

colourful right :D

NEXT

Overdue !

grace and me :D

LOLS :D

NEXT

23th jan 09

rockies :D

I love this two foto !

haha :D

:D

funny :D

grace :D

nice !

i took for them :D

nice shot !

grace :D

haha

:D

me and aini :D

:D

:D

modern dance

malay dance :D

hiphop

hiphop

:D

hiphop

lion dance :D

mr chong :D

cai shen ye

nice :D

:D

NEXT

24th jan 09

I become more and more zilian .

Don't mind me :D

nice :D

NEXT

25th jan 09

me and evon :D

not so nice :/

blahhhhhhhhh :D

twist !

cool :/ my comb extra !

reflection :D

me :D

winnie and evon :X

satay chicken wing sotong :D

chicken wing .

our candid foto :D

:D

dunno wat's this but nice :D

at the chalet toilet

lols

without me :D

steamboat

:D

wahhhhh :D

yummy food :D

yos !

NEXT

27th jan 09

:D

evon keep asking me take her foto :D

me and elaine :D

I took for them :D

I look so tall mans :D

while waiting for evon's mother

at evon block the lift (: lols

evon and elaine :D

ME :D like ah-tuuuu !

evon kuku-bin

left - evon hand behind :D

Evon ! ><

at evon's godfather house !

Is a sweet strawberry (:

:D

EVON !

left- evon took for me :D

evon so cute :D

me and evon :D

blurrrrrr !

evon xiao shi hou de toy

panda truck :D

BACK TO SCHOOL AGAIN ><
♥


FIRSTLY TODAY , I WANNA WISH JASTINE
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY ! (:
You is the eldest among us and wah ,
you can watch NC16 lerhs .
My birthday still far mans ): anyway ,
I wanna thank you for always trying
to stand by my side and cheer me up
when I am down . Though we seldom have
lon chat online but i believe we will
one day :D yeah ! anyway hope everything
go smoothly for you . Enjoy yourself &
study hard too ! :D love you !

today go school as normal .
Quite restless today and yarhs
during lifeskills mr harris came into
our class . After sch waited for hanhui
quite long and i ask evon to go first
with meiling and jastine they all .
But meiling don't know go where luhs .
Accompany hanhui go canteen eat
with selyn too . I never eat .
Have a small talk with Selyn . hais D:
Anyway yarhs she is right ,
If I cry , hanhui see le alsho will pek chey
I should have think for him .
Everything happen for a reason ,
but why happen today ? He sent me home
and he went home . wanted to buy food
but kopitiam still haven open mans D:
Fall aslp at about 4 plus I think and
wake up at 6 plus . Bathe ! my house
toilet bowl spoil . HUNGRY ! haven eat !
Oh yarh , was suppose to celebrate
Jastine birthday , I never go .
Sorry everyone if I ruin you guys de mood .
Hope you guys understand :/

labels : I gonna break-down soon !
expect the unexpected :S

REPLY TAGGIES :D

DARLING : you too , enjoy your cny :D
hugghugg ! smiles darlings (:
ME : haha thanks many many ! too bad never
go your house bai nian ): haha

HOCKHUEY : Hey (: Happy CNY to you.
ME : haha thanks ! you too !

JEREMY : Haha , Busy With School &
Basketball Season . You ?
ME : same same , alot of hmwk everyday . stress !
haha . next time if can play bball luhs !

SHIYKIN : linked me babe! (:
ME : sure (: not usin livejournal anymore ?

TXSBF KAILING : Hello Pretty,Passed by (:
ME : hellos (: you look familiar !
haha , stay pretty !

WENHUI : hellos. niice blog!!! =)
hehe . HAPPY CNY. takecare .
ME : haha thanks ! happy new year too ! :D

LEXUAN : hahaha! :D
ME : anyway see ya in sch ! tkcares .

WENXIN : how much the camera?
ME : $26 i thinks (: haha

ZHIHAN: Cynthia ! Happy niu year
&& relink me !
ME : happy new year xiao laopo !
link you plus foto up lerh !

CHRISTINE : Yos , laogong ! Happy niuu
yearr uhh (:
last long long with hanhuii worhhs ;x
get more angbao (:
ME : haha , happy niu year too ! you too last
long long long . no ang bao , give mummy :/
you give me luhs (:

ALYSSA: haha then d'you scan
the pictures or..? ^^
ME : what you mean ? :/ the effect is for
handphone camera .
the pink camera is normal camera
but is film one . must wash out (:

SYAFIQAH : hello! :D HCNY!
ME : hellos ! thanks :D haha

SERENE : hellos happy nui year(:
ME : thanks many many . you too !

PEIWEN : haapy cow year LoL.
cheerup (: tkcare!
ME : haha you too ! see ya & tkcares :D

PHOEBE: precious,cheerup okays?
happy niu year! ;D
ME : thanks :D haha . happy niu year too :D

25th jan 09
Bathe and waited for evon's father
to drive us to don't know where .
I can't rmb lerhs . Den he drive me evon
and evon's mother to the chalet there .
Eat steamboat and bbq .
Know a few evon's relative haha .
Alex , Winnie , Jiahu & more .. After
we eat , we gamble . I lose $2 lols !
The china people beside us damn noisy .
Den kana warning and kana move to
the don't know where to play .
No bed to slp mans . den hanhui
and evon share I slp with winnie .
winnie woke up let hanhui slp beside me .
nathing much morning wake up ,

26th jan 09
bathe eat and alex sent me and hanhui
to tanjong pajar mrt station I think .
I can't remember luhs . Den hanhui
drop off at chinese garden den i take
his bag home . I drop at boon lay mrt station
den took bus home . Changed and
my family go to ah ma house .
Gamble at ah ma room lose den gamble
at living room I keep ba-luck
and ban-ban :D went home !

27th jan 09
wake up bathe and wake up evon's house
meet her and evon father drive us
to evon's godfather house bai nian . Eat
and went to ah foong kor house bai nian .
Saw evon's childhood things :D
nathing much after go ah foong kor house
we go evon's ah chor house bai nian .
Gamble awhile lose $0.30 lols .
Nathing much after that took bus 30
to jurong point . a long journey mans .
Den go pioneer mall meet elaine eat and
went home . I stomachache . Walk home
damn fast :D This year new year
like very bored ! 4 am den slp today
6 jiiu wake up :/ tired !

We weren't as sweet in the past ,
I feel a gap between us.
Sometimes you knew I was upset ,
but you wouldn't do the least to make me happy.
You tried to make me happy ,
but maybe in the wrong way .