D:

PAINNNNNNNNNN !
i scared somthing will happen to me
i wan to go fer a check up asap
hope everything will be fine
really so sudden sial . here pain there pain
my shoulder lyk swollen ):
not really feeling well .
i dunwan to think too much
♥ bye , everyone tkcare uhs

CYNTHIA IS CURRENTLY NOT
FEELING WELL ):

hello people ):
♥
todae was half day sch
becus of hari raya
went to sch as normal
eat and go back class
eng period mr ee give us
free period
i fell aslp and after eng
is 3 period of art .
mr saz and mr bakar
talk about next year course work
my heart feeling so pain
dunno why .
den my chest alsho
dismiss at 10.20 am (:
when to canteen and wait
fer hanhui and evon
they eat but i nbr cus i really
not feeling well .
after sch went home and
i fall aslp at my mother bed
my body really beri pain
i went to bath and 3 plus pei evon
go home and she bath
took 257 to jurong point
and mrt to take thing .
walk walk and eat .
walk fer ah foong kor and
accompany him eat and reach home .
nathing lerh .
fotos upload tmr and tags will
be reply tmr too . alright (:

labels : i damn damn damn xin ku .
my heart and body pain till ...
ROARRRRRR !

wahh . i miss my hair alot alot
suddenly saw this foto .
i noe dun really look lyk me (:
i'm fatter now ):
anyway this foto is taken
on the beginning of this year .
now my hair short lerh .
but i want to let it long lerh ♥

woohoooo . lets not care about the KAX
appear once and now he/she is gone .
luckily my blog will not be dirty anymore (:

REPLY TAGGIES (:

ZUL : hahaha walao.. nvm..
will wait for her owaes. chey haaha
ME : todae got the show ;DD

CHRISTINE : tagged arhhs !
Dont say never tag hors ((: takecares x3.
ME : thanks . haha ;DD tkcare & last long long ,

LEXUAN : cheer up yeah!
:D love you! :*
ME : i will SMILE so dun worry .
love you too ;DDDDD

HAKIIMM : hey! link me? tagged.
ME : leave your url not hotmail . lols ;DD

WENXIN : heyho , ie hate muqqinq ):
hah , ie love your bloq lh !
ie love your hair more :X
ME : lol . but mugging awhile . tolerate ;DD
haha my blog ? lols . my hair ? not nice .

JASTINE : smile smile too ,
dont care the kax barhs, cheer up alriqht ?
thanks for the tag . seeya
ME : haha i will SMILE . dun worry .
i will continue tagging you ,
you also mus tag me uhs ;D

HUILI : ((: imy too. love yarh
ME : hahahaha ;DDDDDD

hellos people (:
♥
nathing much todae yarh
go sch as normal and you noe wad
i realise i have been a long time
for not standing with my class
and fellow jyians singing sch song .
cus usually i got morning band
and the past few weeks i think cus of rain
lol i dun rmb lerh .
but i jus feel so odd singing sch song
but i still rmb okay (:
went back class and have lesson
nathing much recess eat with boon chong
and people . cus hanhui second recess
after recess is math den
do revision alsho . den mother tongue and
chemistry ;D sch end
stay in sch hanhui evon meiling eat
den i neber eat not hungry again
den we walk to foyer see christine
and peiwen den i and evon and hanhui
jiu left lerhs . come to my house
blah blahh nathing much larh .
lazy and tired . i'm sorry , bye ♥

labels : I tried my very best but I still failed to .
I just wan to know . oh god ! help me .

i hope everything in life
would be fine .
seriously there's alot of doubt
in me but .. HA :D
I don't know how to express in words,
but I know I'm killing myself in my heart.
It's hard to say it, but when is
time to say it we must say it .
Goodbye, goodbye. ♥ i'm fine

i found this on internet >< cute

i went out buy bread and
spagatite [ idk how to spell ]
back and eat finish
actually ask my brother buy another
packet of noodle fer me
but i slping le . den i ask him not to buy
his back . and ask me help him on com
and now i post a short one . bye ♥
:D

KAX : hu do you think you are.
if you dun like to see her name in my blog den
get lost from here . you can just click the big
red X on the top right hand corner .
no one will wan your name and tag here .
and dun come ppl blog spam without putting
your big name luhs . so pathetic until
you must use the name you choose fer yourself
dun even dare to put the name your mother
choose fer you . maybe you not proud with
your own name barh . no choice . sad for you luhs .
anyway if you wan spam go create your own blog
and spam yourself larh . you dun even have
the right to sae her cus you dun even noe her .
dun judge her cus you dun have the rights
unless you are better than her . get a life man .

pictures (:


ah leng chinese birthdae

she is slow in thinking
but she have her good side .

they so happy .

boring than i zilian

6 more days to evon b'dae

hellos people (:
♥
my mood was so-so but jus becus
i saw my tagbox that KAX
my mood totally go down . well .
todae i stay at home the whole day
nathing much and i was bored
hanhui came to my house at about
1 plus 2 plus
den he left at 3 plus
after he left i slept from 3plus till
about 6 plus i think .
den i woke up and hanhui call
back my bag and iron my uniform .
nathing much lerh . bye ♥

labels : boring D:

Sometimes faked smile
do hurt a lots D:

Suddenly I cant go to slp .
Idk Idk and Idk why ?

I'm a person that think too much .
and Idk why D: roar

Oh yeah , these few days I have been
tgt with evon .

We do have joy and happy pictures
but there are times when
i'm really feeling low manxxzxzxzx .

Idk I can't stop my thinking luhs .

I know people may hate me
or maybe I think too much barhs .

Sometimes when I know too much things ,
I wish I knew nathing but
Sometimes when Idk anything ,
I feel so lost and lonely .
bye ♥

As much as the entire
universe exploding,
as much as the waters in
the ocean is drying,
with my spirit burst,
as much as it spread outward,
i love you very much.

♥ oh

pictures (:

left - sky near my house
right - the cheerful smile

saw them at jp .
never take alot cus hanhui
waiting at 815 bus-stop

the free thing .

left - my leg and rainbow .
jus infront of my leg , in mrt .
right - i spot it (:

wah . i love this luh but not me
is evon . i took fer her when we leaving
den she lazy come down help
me take ): cry . HA

left - evon
right - me HA !

REPLY TAGGIES :

WEIJIE.: hahas :D you so funny lahs,
ohyah ! nice hair cut ! :D Jiayouuuu for
tmr eh ! -smile widely-
ME : haha , not so nice . thanks . HAAAAAAA :D

`SHIMIN: taqqed ;DD jyjy for EYE :D
ME : thanks thanks (: you too .
i spent alot of hours doing this blogskin . haha ;D

WENXIN: heyho , haha , came to
taq once aqn ;D , taq me back tooo ;D ,
hope next yr , SYF can qet qold ;D
ME : yeah luh , we gonna work hard . i miss band
practice SERIOUSLY .

``LEXUAN: yoyoyo!
i'm craving for the next ride like omg!
ME : i put at my craving too ;DD jus onli ha .

NADYRAA: hey !link me (:
ME : link you up lerh ;DD

ZUL: did evon do sumtin to her e
yebrow or wad? she look abit diffrent
ME : no larh . nathing , lol . ;DD
fiona where are you ?
why sat and sun nbr come out . haha .
understand my joke ?

hellos - people
♥
today wake up at 10 plus .
and receiver hanhui cal that he is
at my house near by
he saw my sleepy face and my messy hair.
anyway go brush teeth and
watch teevee awhile .
help my mother buy food and my breakfast too
and came back eat and bathe .
evon decided to come find me as she have no
where to go . she never work cus she
beri tired and she say wad the pay dunno wad
den i decided to go take foto fer art
and when to kallang
took bus to jp and went to lailai kitchen eat
as evon haven eat . but noe what i eat again
omg ** cynthia is growing fatter and fatter
take train down to kallang
evon tell me the place we going is close
shocked me . but luckily never .
walk a short distance to the destination
lol destination sehhs .
den take take take saw bangala
haha i talk to them . gracious hors .
the sun is damn hot .
anyway thanks evon fer accompany me
out and standing under the hot sun .
go back mrt station there de 7 eleven buy water
and noe wad the person give us
two waist band lol .
den train back to jp . reach le go toilet
den call ask me to meet him
cus he was actually at thiam en house
den they going malaysia .
den quickly go take bus w evon
meet him at 817 bus-stop
den go eat as hanhui haben eat den
i alsho wanted to eat . spent my last $2
den evon alsho eat lol .
eat liao jiiu come my house . they use com
nathing much luhs . tired :O

labels : people may think anything they want
but we cant change , so lead your life
with your own decision with no regret .

i took ytd .

yos peepo ;D
♥
nathing much todae go sch and have
social studies paper . omg .
i scared i fail . becus of sum reasons
anyway thanks mr ee fer the sweet
cus i feel sleepy during the paper.
it was a raining day anyway
after sch cant go home den evon jastine
hanhui meiling eat as normal i neber
eat again . den awhile later i buy
1 seaweed chicken and egg onli
den kaiting came and awhile later
she left with jastine .
den awhile later i hanhui evon and meiling
alsho decided to go home
meiling meet justina and we all go
my house . nathing much den go eat kfc
cus my korkor hungry den he call hanhui
accompany den i alsho feel lyk eating
evon alsho wan eat den bring alyssa along.
while walking cass sae she saw me
haha . cass aiai ♥ imy haha ;D
after exam must meet up alright .
i wont emo emo derh i will smile and be crazy
den eat lerh jiiu buy fer dada
noe wad ? while i arranging the food
alyssa go touch the bird shit on the table
dun laugh at her cus she dunno .
at the moment i really veri mad
her hand really veri itch anyway
thanks evon fer bringing her to wash
her hand . saw elaine and ppl
while walking back . nathing much luh
reach home evon wanted to use com
den on fer her hanhui went home
and elaine came . nathing much luh .
cus evon use le jiiu give elaine use
den jus now watch teebee and chat with hanhui
nathing much larhs bye ♥

labels : do you think I'm a fool? Sorry,
but you're very wrong.
I know what you thinking .


she zilian at my house with
my fone todae .

240908 fotos (:

left - 3a3 students hp . they need go foyer
den they scared they got spot check .
go sell it . joking
right - handball cerfiticate ;DD

left - me and zylyna . regina mirror
right - grace ;DD

left - nice right ;D
right - hu's hand behind ?

hellos peepo (:
♥
todae is my first EOY paper
is english paper 1 & 2
for paper one i write wrong luhs
dunno will pass marhs
but as for paper 2 i got confidence
i will pass hope so barhs .
after sch at canteen evon jastine meiling
and last but not least hanhui eat
i never eat cus i'm full .
talk awhile christine and peiwen came bakk sch
den awhile later we intend to leave sch lerh
walk til going to reach bus stop hanhui
walk off without saying D:
sorry hanhui i noe i left you out i'm sorry
den eat ice-cream den walk home
saw my house door was lock
shit i neber bring key but noe what i saw my mother
jus walk to the coffee shop
ask jastine meiling and evon
look after my things and i go chase my mother
and got the key and came back home
bye to them . tmr got another paper D:
social studies . bye ♥
later night see got post mahs . off com lerh .

labels : i got a love one back i dun wan to lose
another love one pls .



went out jus now to eat nathing much luhs
here's a msg fer jastine (:
thanks fer always calling me to smile
and thanks fer being a good listener
from sec 1 we are not good friend but now
we are good friend yeah .
sometimes i may give you attitude sorry uh .
but there's time when you try your best
to make me happy .
dun worry no matter wad i will try not
to left you out alright .
hope you pass all ur end of year and
always smile and be a strong girl :D
idk why i wrote this but jus got a feeling
writing a msg fer you ;D tkcares ♥

edited foto (:

* me , me , jastine and me ,
evon , evon and me , evon and me .
click fer enlarge

REPLY TAGGIE :DD

LEXUAN : <3 bball! next time play with us! :D
vely fun! haha.
ME : okay ;D study hard uhs .

CASSALYN.: BOO! don't always post emo stuff lah.
cheer up. got problem nbr tell me?! lol. [:
ME : haha , will tell you derhs ,
i put but neber everytime emo .
i got smile (: i miss you haha

BOON CHONG : YO SMELLY GAL
ME : you den smelly i smell nice luh , ;DD

WENXIN : hello , came to taq , tc wor .
ME : thanks . tkcare too . see ya in sch .

NiiNii3 : wei!! i love your hair lh!! soo nice! cut hair huh?? lolz.
ME : yeah , my fringe hahah .

ZUL : hahaha miss her so much ask her go wit u la.
pity u everytime miss her. she dunwan tell me.
i help u . hahah~ walao nice smell ok! keep for ages liao hahah
ME : lol . haha smell nice meh . next time i got
steal your pillow den you dun have pillow haha .

JIESI : Good luck for all your upcoming paper. :D
ME : thanks you too ;D

fotos on 220908 :DD

left - me and jastine
right - me and evon

neoprint is loved ;D

cookie monster

fotos on 230908 ;DD

at mos burger while waiting fer elaine

she looking for hu ? idk

left - baney
right - bob the builder

snap shot .

police police hahah (:

she use my fone take . lol pretty right .

ah toot .

i took it for them .

♥
go sch and and nathing much things happen
i jus get frustrated becos of some
irritating people . seriously . you love to
disturb people doesn't mean people will like it .
get this clear luh . burp as if your father sch
go ask people how many people feel that
you are irritating . you might be good sumtime
but there are times you are damn irritating.

i will stop talking about this
ruin my mood onli . todae is the last day
of pe with the training teacher . i gonna miss them .
khau tan quek ;DD we have took foto
but dunno when can we get the foto
i really wan those foto ;DD
after sch at canteen den i and hanhui
go sit with nabilah radin huda
den we talk alot of things about obs
and funny thing luhs . oh yarh we take the chocolate
and throw into the air and must eat
i fail a few times and i success a few times .
went home . den while waiting out hanhui was
call by mr lian to talk i and jianwei jiiu
go outside wait but jian wei saw chengfoo
they all den he go over i sit at the
sch opposite block there
saw alyssa weisin and qamariah
walk towards them and alyssa board the bus
weisin and qamariah wanted to go home
but they accompany me wait till hanhui come out
thanks and so good of them ;D
finally hanhui come out and we all go home
reach home i slp cus my head is lyk spinning
slp from 4 plus till 6 plus
wat the hell lyk pig manxzxzx .
anyway studying for english ,
tmr is my first paper omg . bye ♥
if those people hu ask me i cut my hair uh ?
yeah i did cut my fringe ;DD

labels : hope that everything will be fine
cus i dunwan to lose any of my loves one .

jastine : though i seldom with you
but do smile alright (: tkcare
and jiayou fer exam .